27 september 2009
sunday, midnight?
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Saturday, September 26, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
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What's the main function for writing blog actually? for judging down every happy and sad moment? I think I will used to write down my sadness. I dont know where should I realise out or who do understand my feeling? The only way is drop by here, maybe..
Some times I dont wish others to know, that's why this is not the best way I can do. Haha..Non sense. I wish the owner could know, but what do I get after he knows all about this? I heard some 1 says, girl, should have ur own box to keep all the problems n feelings up. At the beginning, I dont think so, maybe Im weird or Im not that kind of person. My best friends will know me so well. =) But now, maybe I should really buy a nice box back. Honestly, my heart is wish to as what I am! I dont wish to be like this, since every things is going good now. But I dont wish to get into the war. I will do my best! Since I done, I will keep doing my best! Dont worry!
I wish I could grow. As I see into myself now, Im change. I really do my best to change! Im glad that I did it. Is not easy when I come through this moment, but if I remain still, our life will be like in a war. I think Im still not good enough, there's still some thing which I cant change, girl's heart. Noo..Is my girl's heart! Coz Im 'special'!
Some times I dont wish others to know, that's why this is not the best way I can do. Haha..Non sense. I wish the owner could know, but what do I get after he knows all about this? I heard some 1 says, girl, should have ur own box to keep all the problems n feelings up. At the beginning, I dont think so, maybe Im weird or Im not that kind of person. My best friends will know me so well. =) But now, maybe I should really buy a nice box back. Honestly, my heart is wish to as what I am! I dont wish to be like this, since every things is going good now. But I dont wish to get into the war. I will do my best! Since I done, I will keep doing my best! Dont worry!
I wish I could grow. As I see into myself now, Im change. I really do my best to change! Im glad that I did it. Is not easy when I come through this moment, but if I remain still, our life will be like in a war. I think Im still not good enough, there's still some thing which I cant change, girl's heart. Noo..Is my girl's heart! Coz Im 'special'!
Monday, February 16, 2009
2009,February 14
14 February 2009
Saturday, Is Valentines today!!We just had a fight last night.== We went to buy the movie tickets after he finished his class yesterday. (He got extra class,so we went to bought at 5 sumthing).We went to bought J.CO too~~ We wanted to watch the Look for a star.But just left the 1st 2 roll,so we decided to watch New in town on Valentines.
Exactly Valentines,I wake up in the early morning,9am.I wrap the presents in a blur situation.After that I go to have a piece of bread as my breakfast 1st.Then I go to bath and dress up myself.He call me at 1st,but he say he is very tired,so he sleep again.About 2pm,then he reach my house.(I use a long time to dress up too,paise) I pack all the things,2 paper bags.1 is present and the other 1 is the chocolate I made.I made a Heart for him and also chocolate conflakes.^^ When I walk to his car,I see the flowers on the back seat.Im so suprise!!O.O I get in the car,I give him the things.Then he takes the roses to me.Is big!!Not one but is 16 roses.Im totally suprise with that.He asked me whether I like the real or fake flowers.At that time,I guess he will present me flowers.I dont wish he will buy me flowers at that time.But when I receive the roses,I feel so happy in my heart.I know he is wasting money,but I feel so happy to receive the roses.This is my 1st time to rceive roses.And is 16 roses.Sweet~~ I ask him,why u buy me 16??He say 12 roses looks small,then he buy 16.XD Is there another meaning??Hmm??I ask him,u just buy me roses??no other else??He say flowers are needed in this day.I say chocolate too.Then he give ma a box of chocolate.=D He say he bought all the basic things for me.Wahaha!!^^ I love u ~~ Lou Gon Gon..!!Both of us bought the same chocolate to present each other.Funny!!XD He wake up at 9 too,he goes to order the flowers,then he picked the roses before come to my house.He planned to take the roses after the movie,but Felix suggested him to take before fetch me up.Felix said ' trust me,Im expirenced.Girls will be very happy when they see the roses and wants to show off. ' ==" I dont think so.Is a problem to take my lovely roses to shop,cuz this is not a small 1 but is a big 1.So we went back to his house.I left the roses at his house.I cook maggie to eat 1st.Both of us feel so hungru already.><
We went out at 3 sumthing.We want to take the sticker picture 1st,but unfortunately,trafic jams when we going to jln bkt bintang.The traffic doesnt move at all.So we park at the Time Square and walk to Pavillion for movie.We getting late.We are late into the cinema.The movie not bad.There a part very funny!I cant even cold down.XP After that,we went to Sg.wang to take sticker picture.He saw his frens everywhere.== Many people today,why dont we take on 12 that day?ISh..He did suggested that day.We went to Midvalley fr dinner.I hope to have a romantic and nice dinner at today.We have a cup of ice cream when we reach.All the restaurants are full and need to queue for a time.I got no mood already,I just wish to eat at either a restaurant.I dont care anymore.Actually we planned to eat at the 12nd restaurant,we walk and see which restaurant could be the lucky 1,be 12nd then we will eat there.But this could not happen,becoz all are full.So we went to Delicious.Both of us order spagetti.He have a spicy seafood and I have a beef tomato.We fight in the restaurant,so the food become not delicious anymore.Both of us are out of mood.Then we get home.
We got a news that his elder sis fight with bf at 1st,then get scold from his mum.When we are home,he younger sis also did fight with her bf.And so we also fight just now.=p 3 pairs of couple also fight on today.I really didnt mean to.I know Im very small gas,sorry about that.
The present I receive from u are really suprise,I never think that u will buy me anything for today.I knew u got no time and sumthing bad just happened.U told me that u dont really care about this day too.So I didnt aspect u to present me.But u suprise me.The roses u buy,really is a unforgetable time for me.Im really happy to be with u.I love u~~ Shi..>.<
I want u to bring me away,some where we can be alone.I look into ur eyes and wanna to tell u that I really love u,I wont let u go.I want to stay with u forever.I got to say thousands times of sorry for everything I did,for making u sad.I need ur millions times of forgiving my mistakes,and my personality.I knew that Im very small gas,never think of the end,stuborn.........Im very sorry.I wanna say that I own u billions,I want to stay with u.Many pretty girls out there,but Im just want to be the one in ur eyes!No matter what happen,I will right beside u.U just the one I want!I will never be alone,coz u r there for me,right on my side.My jacket~ When I cry,u just the prefect one to let me feel safe.I donno how much I love u,I couldnt count on it.This is becoz I love u too much and is uncountable.I love u,u just the right one for me~~ muacksSsS~~
Saturday, Is Valentines today!!We just had a fight last night.== We went to buy the movie tickets after he finished his class yesterday. (He got extra class,so we went to bought at 5 sumthing).We went to bought J.CO too~~ We wanted to watch the Look for a star.But just left the 1st 2 roll,so we decided to watch New in town on Valentines.
Exactly Valentines,I wake up in the early morning,9am.I wrap the presents in a blur situation.After that I go to have a piece of bread as my breakfast 1st.Then I go to bath and dress up myself.He call me at 1st,but he say he is very tired,so he sleep again.About 2pm,then he reach my house.(I use a long time to dress up too,paise) I pack all the things,2 paper bags.1 is present and the other 1 is the chocolate I made.I made a Heart for him and also chocolate conflakes.^^ When I walk to his car,I see the flowers on the back seat.Im so suprise!!O.O I get in the car,I give him the things.Then he takes the roses to me.Is big!!Not one but is 16 roses.Im totally suprise with that.He asked me whether I like the real or fake flowers.At that time,I guess he will present me flowers.I dont wish he will buy me flowers at that time.But when I receive the roses,I feel so happy in my heart.I know he is wasting money,but I feel so happy to receive the roses.This is my 1st time to rceive roses.And is 16 roses.Sweet~~ I ask him,why u buy me 16??He say 12 roses looks small,then he buy 16.XD Is there another meaning??Hmm??I ask him,u just buy me roses??no other else??He say flowers are needed in this day.I say chocolate too.Then he give ma a box of chocolate.=D He say he bought all the basic things for me.Wahaha!!^^ I love u ~~ Lou Gon Gon..!!Both of us bought the same chocolate to present each other.Funny!!XD He wake up at 9 too,he goes to order the flowers,then he picked the roses before come to my house.He planned to take the roses after the movie,but Felix suggested him to take before fetch me up.Felix said ' trust me,Im expirenced.Girls will be very happy when they see the roses and wants to show off. ' ==" I dont think so.Is a problem to take my lovely roses to shop,cuz this is not a small 1 but is a big 1.So we went back to his house.I left the roses at his house.I cook maggie to eat 1st.Both of us feel so hungru already.><
We went out at 3 sumthing.We want to take the sticker picture 1st,but unfortunately,trafic jams when we going to jln bkt bintang.The traffic doesnt move at all.So we park at the Time Square and walk to Pavillion for movie.We getting late.We are late into the cinema.The movie not bad.There a part very funny!I cant even cold down.XP After that,we went to Sg.wang to take sticker picture.He saw his frens everywhere.== Many people today,why dont we take on 12 that day?ISh..He did suggested that day.We went to Midvalley fr dinner.I hope to have a romantic and nice dinner at today.We have a cup of ice cream when we reach.All the restaurants are full and need to queue for a time.I got no mood already,I just wish to eat at either a restaurant.I dont care anymore.Actually we planned to eat at the 12nd restaurant,we walk and see which restaurant could be the lucky 1,be 12nd then we will eat there.But this could not happen,becoz all are full.So we went to Delicious.Both of us order spagetti.He have a spicy seafood and I have a beef tomato.We fight in the restaurant,so the food become not delicious anymore.Both of us are out of mood.Then we get home.
We got a news that his elder sis fight with bf at 1st,then get scold from his mum.When we are home,he younger sis also did fight with her bf.And so we also fight just now.=p 3 pairs of couple also fight on today.I really didnt mean to.I know Im very small gas,sorry about that.
The present I receive from u are really suprise,I never think that u will buy me anything for today.I knew u got no time and sumthing bad just happened.U told me that u dont really care about this day too.So I didnt aspect u to present me.But u suprise me.The roses u buy,really is a unforgetable time for me.Im really happy to be with u.I love u~~ Shi..>.<
I want u to bring me away,some where we can be alone.I look into ur eyes and wanna to tell u that I really love u,I wont let u go.I want to stay with u forever.I got to say thousands times of sorry for everything I did,for making u sad.I need ur millions times of forgiving my mistakes,and my personality.I knew that Im very small gas,never think of the end,stuborn.........Im very sorry.I wanna say that I own u billions,I want to stay with u.Many pretty girls out there,but Im just want to be the one in ur eyes!No matter what happen,I will right beside u.U just the one I want!I will never be alone,coz u r there for me,right on my side.My jacket~ When I cry,u just the prefect one to let me feel safe.I donno how much I love u,I couldnt count on it.This is becoz I love u too much and is uncountable.I love u,u just the right one for me~~ muacksSsS~~
2009,February 5
5 February 2009
Thursday, Im super dulan now!Becoz of who?Who else?The 'beach' also known as FOX!She just not a human but a FOX!Perhaps u will think Im too over,what I said.But I can tell,this is all wat she had made me to say like this!I just cant stand her anymore.She's really f&#$ing annoyed!She tried to step into our relationship!Kelvin said that if I scold her,means Im loser.But I really cant stand anymore!Everytime she msg him,I just totally freak out!Why is her again?Why she kept msging him?!What the fuck she wants?!!And who the fuck is she?!!She'd said that she lose,then why u still msg him everyday?!I though she's a smart girl,know how to handle.She's totally different with wat I expact!I can tell,I dont hate her at 1st,I seemed her as his fren.But I realised,she's not!She cant even called herself as a fren to him!She just wanted to get him,she still doesnt want to let go,still want to stick on u,wanted to break us away.U FOX!U really made me hate u and felt discusting on u!What u said just totally with what u did and ur mind!I want to tell her,frens should know wat to do and what's not.A fren will know to identify black and white,sumthing that need to escape,then just dun do it.But she's not!She just broke everything a fren should do.She really made me hate her day by day.
Summore,she wrote about ' loving sum1 really made her suffer bla bla bla' in her post out in fs.And,she put the pic of the cake she bought for him at his b'day in fs.Whats these!!Who can answered me?!Dont she think these are really annoyed?!!She such a annoyed,sticky,thats why she's not a human.Now I clearly understand.
He just lost his phone,just got the SIM today.And then,here her msg came.Why dont u replied me bla bla bla..What the fucking hell she wants!!Who is she!!Even a fren,they dont msg everyday too.But she's different,she sms him with nothing special,just msg.F*&$%ing Beach!!Maybe u think Im too over,but this is wat I felt to her,and also wat she had made me felt to her!Hello,Im a girl,sure I will be mad like this.If Im not mad,then u should be thanks,coz,that means I dont care about u anymore.U choose.
I know Im silly,care too much about u.I would want to say,she just really made me felt not comfartable and safe.I dont wish u will protect her.Maybe u wanted to keep this fren,but I dont think she take u as a fren.She just really wanted to get u.She just like to step into our world.She just cross over the line.And I had reached the boiling points too.I knew I shouldnt scold her like this,but I dont care anymore.I really cant stand anymore,this is wat she made.FOX,u stay out of my way and disappear now!
Thursday, Im super dulan now!Becoz of who?Who else?The 'beach' also known as FOX!She just not a human but a FOX!Perhaps u will think Im too over,what I said.But I can tell,this is all wat she had made me to say like this!I just cant stand her anymore.She's really f&#$ing annoyed!She tried to step into our relationship!Kelvin said that if I scold her,means Im loser.But I really cant stand anymore!Everytime she msg him,I just totally freak out!Why is her again?Why she kept msging him?!What the fuck she wants?!!And who the fuck is she?!!She'd said that she lose,then why u still msg him everyday?!I though she's a smart girl,know how to handle.She's totally different with wat I expact!I can tell,I dont hate her at 1st,I seemed her as his fren.But I realised,she's not!She cant even called herself as a fren to him!She just wanted to get him,she still doesnt want to let go,still want to stick on u,wanted to break us away.U FOX!U really made me hate u and felt discusting on u!What u said just totally with what u did and ur mind!I want to tell her,frens should know wat to do and what's not.A fren will know to identify black and white,sumthing that need to escape,then just dun do it.But she's not!She just broke everything a fren should do.She really made me hate her day by day.
Summore,she wrote about ' loving sum1 really made her suffer bla bla bla' in her post out in fs.And,she put the pic of the cake she bought for him at his b'day in fs.Whats these!!Who can answered me?!Dont she think these are really annoyed?!!She such a annoyed,sticky,thats why she's not a human.Now I clearly understand.
He just lost his phone,just got the SIM today.And then,here her msg came.Why dont u replied me bla bla bla..What the fucking hell she wants!!Who is she!!Even a fren,they dont msg everyday too.But she's different,she sms him with nothing special,just msg.F*&$%ing Beach!!Maybe u think Im too over,but this is wat I felt to her,and also wat she had made me felt to her!Hello,Im a girl,sure I will be mad like this.If Im not mad,then u should be thanks,coz,that means I dont care about u anymore.U choose.
I know Im silly,care too much about u.I would want to say,she just really made me felt not comfartable and safe.I dont wish u will protect her.Maybe u wanted to keep this fren,but I dont think she take u as a fren.She just really wanted to get u.She just like to step into our world.She just cross over the line.And I had reached the boiling points too.I knew I shouldnt scold her like this,but I dont care anymore.I really cant stand anymore,this is wat she made.FOX,u stay out of my way and disappear now!
2009,February 4
4 February 2009
Is midnight again.I should write the date on 3 Febraury 2009.
I waited and waited.Finally u called me with an unknown number,I was mad with u coz u said u will back at 11,then u said 11.45.But,u back nearly at 12am(4 February 2009).Is better u dont go home,keep playing ur games at cc.Just enjoy ur freedom.All the things u did was came so suddenly to me.U said u got class tmr,is a replacement for monday.And u are going to the UCSI tmr.Summore u went roller today,and u just tell me when u ready to go out.All came suddenly.I dont like it.I got what u want,freedom.But,u almost forgot me,forgot wat u promised to me.I knew u will forgot me,forgot the promise when u enjoy ur freedom.I was really mad and sad to u.U knew u got class tmr,but u still went to yam cha after cc.U said u r going back,but u'r not.Why everytime just same?!U always dont care about urself.I told u not to back so late,but u dont listen to me.Now sumthing happen.Im not trying to blame on u,I know u dont wish too.But is better to back early.
While Im waitint for u,I told myself,dont care about him anymore.Is all up to him.What he wants to do,where he wants to go,dont care about him.I dont understand.I dont felt well,why should I think so much about him??Why dont I think about myself 1st?Im totally a fool.Care so much,but nobody could understand.Cry in a lonely room,but no one knows.The feeling waited for sum1 really bad.Angry but worry.Whats it?I dont know.Maybe Im physco!Did what ppl think thats extra.Maybe some ppl will ask,why should u angry so much?I would answer u,I dont know.I wish some1 could tell me too.
Really felt fainted and headache.I went old town with Alison at 1st,I drunk the Nan Yong Memorable.I had been such a long time didnt drink coffee.Then I went Tan Chilly,I had a cup of hot Coffee-Lo.Its coffee with milo.Then I sent Alison back.When I reach home,I really headache and fainted.I think I drunk too much of coffee.And the stomach is suffering too.Cool right?But I still worry about some1.Then I went yam cha with Mei Yee and Kelvin them,I dont dare to drink coffee.Was really fainted.Just had a cup of black tea.When I back,I got no place to park,I parked far away.And I felt lots of angles on my head turning around.This feeling is more than I drunk.
Finally u called,but was a bad news.I dont know wat said to u.Maybe I should say sumthing,but sorry,I dont have mood too.I was shock about the news.Or should said sad?I cant explain the feeling,just very messy.Both of us are moody,then just hang up without a goodbye.What I felt lucky was,U r safe.At least u didnt get hurt.I really felt lucky to this.
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Is midnight again.I should write the date on 3 Febraury 2009.
I waited and waited.Finally u called me with an unknown number,I was mad with u coz u said u will back at 11,then u said 11.45.But,u back nearly at 12am(4 February 2009).Is better u dont go home,keep playing ur games at cc.Just enjoy ur freedom.All the things u did was came so suddenly to me.U said u got class tmr,is a replacement for monday.And u are going to the UCSI tmr.Summore u went roller today,and u just tell me when u ready to go out.All came suddenly.I dont like it.I got what u want,freedom.But,u almost forgot me,forgot wat u promised to me.I knew u will forgot me,forgot the promise when u enjoy ur freedom.I was really mad and sad to u.U knew u got class tmr,but u still went to yam cha after cc.U said u r going back,but u'r not.Why everytime just same?!U always dont care about urself.I told u not to back so late,but u dont listen to me.Now sumthing happen.Im not trying to blame on u,I know u dont wish too.But is better to back early.
While Im waitint for u,I told myself,dont care about him anymore.Is all up to him.What he wants to do,where he wants to go,dont care about him.I dont understand.I dont felt well,why should I think so much about him??Why dont I think about myself 1st?Im totally a fool.Care so much,but nobody could understand.Cry in a lonely room,but no one knows.The feeling waited for sum1 really bad.Angry but worry.Whats it?I dont know.Maybe Im physco!Did what ppl think thats extra.Maybe some ppl will ask,why should u angry so much?I would answer u,I dont know.I wish some1 could tell me too.
Really felt fainted and headache.I went old town with Alison at 1st,I drunk the Nan Yong Memorable.I had been such a long time didnt drink coffee.Then I went Tan Chilly,I had a cup of hot Coffee-Lo.Its coffee with milo.Then I sent Alison back.When I reach home,I really headache and fainted.I think I drunk too much of coffee.And the stomach is suffering too.Cool right?But I still worry about some1.Then I went yam cha with Mei Yee and Kelvin them,I dont dare to drink coffee.Was really fainted.Just had a cup of black tea.When I back,I got no place to park,I parked far away.And I felt lots of angles on my head turning around.This feeling is more than I drunk.
Finally u called,but was a bad news.I dont know wat said to u.Maybe I should say sumthing,but sorry,I dont have mood too.I was shock about the news.Or should said sad?I cant explain the feeling,just very messy.Both of us are moody,then just hang up without a goodbye.What I felt lucky was,U r safe.At least u didnt get hurt.I really felt lucky to this.
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Thursday, December 18, 2008
Pictures Pictures
I like to clip my hair up like this nowadays.Is it okay???
at Mid Valley~
I like this jacket??nice??A bear there..
nice mah??
at home~
look at my face,red red.After facial,thats why my face very red.>< 
strawberry shoes~
cool??
I love locker~mini Locker!!^^2008,December 19
19 December 2008
Friday,what a lonely day.I feel so tired when I wake up.I keep continue my sleep until 12 something.I think Im going to sick.Becoz lack of water.
I wish to go pasar malam tonite,but seems like gonna rain.What to do?
Lonely..Boring..
Haizz..
Friday,what a lonely day.I feel so tired when I wake up.I keep continue my sleep until 12 something.I think Im going to sick.Becoz lack of water.
I wish to go pasar malam tonite,but seems like gonna rain.What to do?
Lonely..Boring..
Haizz..
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